Ugh

[kiffie]

Bad day.

Really bad day.

Bad week, really. I think I may be depressed. We'll see how the next few weeks go. If the prospect of summer doesn't make me feel any better, I may need to go see someone about it. I know I say that a lot and never do much about it, but after this last quarter, I am going to seek help if it gets anywhere near the levels it was during finals.

The really bad part of it all is that the normal bouts of neurosis that follow a depression have become more severe. Not quite sure where this is headed.

The one shining bit of information that made my day not-quite-the-epitome-of-suck that it could have been is that I, somehow, passed Chem 128. Upon checking my grades, I collapsed into a happy, crying ball and my mom had to come over and hold me to keep me from falling face-first into the computer desk. Chem was the reason I'd been freaking out. I really have no words as to how happy this made me (even if it was only for ten or so minutes).

Comments

[kiffie.livejournal.com]

Hugs are welcomed. :3

Oh, god. Peer-review type stuff? (I honestly have no idea what an ear-training jury is, but it sounds... well... terrifying.)

( ._.|._. ) Hugs. :D

[ladymoondancer.livejournal.com]

*many smooshy hugs*

[kiffie.livejournal.com]

*is smooshed with love* X3

[del-the-psycho.livejournal.com]

:( Poor Kiffers. Yeah, seek help if it keeps getting worse. Sometimes just having some manner of medication to work as an emergency parachute works wonders.

[kiffie.livejournal.com]

Meds -- yeah. I've thought about it. My father even insisted that I look into it, even if I wouldn't actually ever take any.

Hmm.

[eliyes.livejournal.com]

*babymonkeycling* It's possible that, with the stressing about Chem 128 now past, you will start seeing things in a sunnier light. But if you don't -- getting help is the smart thing to do. I will support you in that. *huuuuugs foreeeeevaaaaaa*

[kiffie.livejournal.com]

*has an ely!cling* |3

I am hoping things will look up. Maybe I just need a week or so to come down off of everything.

I feel like I'm dramawhoring, posting about it, but on the other hand, it's nice to know people are so beeny and awesome. :3

[eliyes.livejournal.com]

You are not dramawhoring, you are updating your friends on Life, and also, I am hopeful things will look up. |3 For you, not just people staring at the sky or whatever.

Superman: *whishes by, pauses to admire your car*

[lilblueunicorn.livejournal.com]

Kiffums. ;_; *HUGS*

OMG sweetie I'm so sorry you're going through that. D:

I'm so glad you passed Chem, though. That must be one load off your mind.

-§parky

[kiffie.livejournal.com]

*hugs* :3

The Chem -- ohhh, boy. You have no idea. I was absolutely sure I was doomed. And then I wasn't. And it was like a glorious light from above! :D

[random-redshirt.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

...yay for passing Chem though, yes?

[kiffie.livejournal.com]

Chem. ( ._.)9

I just dread having this exact same thing happen again next quarter. 129 is harder by default. D: