kiffie

Needed to run out quickly this morning to get a money order to pay the interest on a loan that should have been paid off but fuckholes gonna fuckhole; narrowly missed the torrential downpour by the skin of my timing's teeth. The torrential downpour that did nothing but ratchet the humidity up higher on this hottest day of the week.

But never got my long-hoped-for-over-weeks-of-schedule-fuckery trip to the library because I'm called in to work tonight after all so I had to run the errand and scurry home to do laundry after getting a few quick things for work.

But I can't complain either because fucking hell in a cell it's because my coworker's mother died. He was off for a week getting their place put in his name and I suspect she was just hanging on long enough for him.

It doesn't matter that he knew it was coming, it still sucks. It all sucks.

I hate the world and everything in it and I'm so tired.

I did at least finish the lineart (sans any icons, doodles or labels) for a world map for my own-FF-project though. Also been chewing on a scattershot mix of the rules I'll be using, mostly classes and spells atm.

But mostly I've been screaming into the void about *gestures at entire fucking universe omfg*

Also work is finding new ways to raise my blood pressure. Also also it's just sure a thing when you can tell one coworker is back from ~vacation~ because now our dungeonoffice smells weird again. (the last two weeks were so nice in that regard.) Vapers deserve to be drowned in a toilet.

I guess the next stop from here is to keep trying to chew on the FF project and/or anything else that can keep me making things and not completely giving up on everything, tempting as that is ...

Today it would be nice if my parcel of ink arrived. The brainweasels work overtime shaming me for said ink but I will not be swayed, because it's nice Ferris Wheel Press ink and it's official licensed Superman and the colours are amazing. (sorry not sorry Tolkien wonks your ink colours are sad in comparison oh yeah I said that.) I have a pen waiting to go and everything but I'll have to pick which colour ohnoes